2.30 am in the morning. haven't finish my final project yet. dont wanna do anything more about it. dont wanna think anymore about it. just had a window shopping with my colleague. just had a conversation about a jerk. a jerk that once i liked. i liked him for the man who i thought he is. a man that who would never done such things. anyway, bought a present fur a guy as a goodbye. yess, my friend, we all need aclosure... :) And i think somehow that closure had given me somewhat a pleasure... i dont need 'm anymore. i dont have to bother about 'm anymore. i dont have to worry sick about what he is doin', dreaming, or trying to pursue. so, yea..., he had lost his moment. i just hope he can find whatever he need... but i dont think he will be able to find it before he can be honest to himself, not before he can open his heart and really movin' on... or am i wrong? what do u think? u think a jerk will always be a jerk? or is it just me who made him a jerk/ made him look like a jerk? I don't know. I really dont know.

Tomorrow I'll have a curriculum meeting with the other teachers (yes, i had becoming a high school -part time- teacher for almost a year now...) at 10. so, better catch some deep sleep. take care all.