A blank spot full of you

[week 6- didn't win the Young Gun 2K5]

Why does a decent guy stay unmarried?

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Anybody?


That one day become my most favourite day of the week, where all of us can sit down together and have the simplest dinner. Sharing stories, jokes, simple things really...
I know for sure that what makes them so special is you; u sit there, always on the other corner, and smile to each of us. Asking things, without having to let us know who you trully are. Or maybe we just have put too much burden on you. Can u breath? Can u sleep tight at nite?

Can't u feel me?

Honestly, I think you can :) Lately, I feel you are different. Uhm, not so much, but quite different... Well, that's something, really. Hiehehe...
Augh, meen, I felt quite surprised (and blushin', of course) when you said I was only being nervous. And what's with the glasses of yours? U put them on once I entered da room. Were you looking at my nu haircut? Hihi, I've seen yours, too... Awkward, but still think it's ok :p

Now I started to understand why the English skill of yours is excellente. FL, eh? *deep smile* I guess there are so much things I wanna know about you. Weird, cuz somehow I dunno for what it's worth. Maybe I juz wanna be friends, stay near you, and keep you in my sight.
If I cannot compete with thy reason, I may do that, right? I hope so. I wish so. Allow me so.

As butterfly flies away... It might drop by occasionally and find some beautiful sights. Warm breeze, fresh calyx, entertaining grass... But the butterfly keep flying... Trying to be whatever ought to be...
Those Fresh calyxes are nice, so warm and welcoming... but somehow the butterfly keep flying away. The butterfly keep coming back to the faded calyx that staring for the butterfly from a distance. Faded, yet so impactful and even make the butterfly perch more comfortable. What a strange feeling! Don't die, calyx, don't fade away, don't fall to pieces... cuz the butterfly will still be here around you. The butterfly is there for you. Receive.

Here is a blank spot full of you, hope to be filled by you...
This self would bring the morning dew, catch the beautiful full moon, blow the rain clouds away... if you want me to...

-8.20 pm and in a very mellow mood-