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Not long time ago, I said to a friend that I'm not giving up... that I will try and stay... That I would do whatever it takes. I guess I was wrong, was I? I am not that strong.
I am weak. I am so so fuckin' weak...
There were times when words seem too much, and acts seem so little. There were times when I wanna hear you say "sorry" and "thank you" as sweet as you used to. But I guess those words meant nothing anymore to you (I was shock realising how I miss to hear you say it, when you sweetly said "thank you" to your dear friend) . There were times when I bit my tongue just to not asked questions that you would not answer. There were times when I wanna be open to you, but so afraid that you would consider me as weak. I guess I'm loosing more of myself now...
If this is a test about survival of the fittest, well, I've died. Slowly choked and burried at once. You have succeeded in killing me. Please carry on and rule yourself.
I need time, God. Not that I believe time would ever heal... but just so I can smile from the heart without having to hide my tears.
Well, at least I have loved. I'm glad I did. I really did. Thank you for being the first and the last.
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