state: back from surabaya
mood: refreshed!
>> It is so true... u love not "because of", but more "inspite of"...<<mood: refreshed!
Thank you. This week I have found so many angels surrounded me, and probably you -who read this- are one of 'em. Yes, I seriously mean it :)
Sorry. All I did was total mess, but y'all really supported me.
Let's see... I managed to be picked up & drived back to airport on time (my parents missed their morning church and switched to the evening... Almost missed KKR Pak Tong), get one ticket to see an innovative Christmas play -thx osje/josje-, met ol' good friends (who flexibelly adjusted their schedules with me), get everything that I was looking for ON TIME (hehe, KTP+ SIM A/C -thx, papa/mama!-, kue dollar titipan -thx lisa!-, sambal titipan -thx vanie!-, mp3 rohani bagus -thx eileen!-, buku web design, kado buat pernikahan teman -thx bo!-, swekiau goreng, voucher isi ulang murah -thx jus!-, kado buat Christmas party, keripik singkong enak, siobak ramayana -nyam!-, sampe stamp Starbucks -thx semua!-).
The question that still amaze me so far is, "If I was a total mess, why were u still there for me?"Sorry. All I did was total mess, but y'all really supported me.
Let's see... I managed to be picked up & drived back to airport on time (my parents missed their morning church and switched to the evening... Almost missed KKR Pak Tong), get one ticket to see an innovative Christmas play -thx osje/josje-, met ol' good friends (who flexibelly adjusted their schedules with me), get everything that I was looking for ON TIME (hehe, KTP+ SIM A/C -thx, papa/mama!-, kue dollar titipan -thx lisa!-, sambal titipan -thx vanie!-, mp3 rohani bagus -thx eileen!-, buku web design, kado buat pernikahan teman -thx bo!-, swekiau goreng, voucher isi ulang murah -thx jus!-, kado buat Christmas party, keripik singkong enak, siobak ramayana -nyam!-, sampe stamp Starbucks -thx semua!-).
You tell me, kurang apalagi?! There are so many things to be thankful of. I guess this week God wanted to reeeally show me that I am loved -Yea, like Josh Groban's song-. I'm glad I still have two wonderful parents who always care for me, aunties who understand my business, three siblings -and in-laws-that understand my nature, bunch of friends who had given me soo much. Overall, it is your time I value the most. This is my life, but it doesn't mean that I have to use it all for myself.
One scary thought: When the airplane took off (FYI- I missed my 1st flight to surabaya karena ketiduran), I made this conversation with God: "God, what if this minute the airplane fall down and I say goodbye to everyone for good. Maybe all I need is heaven?" Then I closed my eyes, and these many flashback are flashing in front of me... All those things that I considered as my troubles, my sorrows, my doubts, my fears... Then all the warm smiles, thoughtful acts, simple acceptance that I received in returns... What a wonderful life I've got! So little time, so little act to return all those kindness and blessings. What a selfish me! I had been born this way, raised this way, but nobody taught me all those self-destructive characters. I did it to myself. And I wanna change. I opened my eyes, still quietly listened to "Still" from my MP3 player, and smiled. God didn't accept my selfish wishful thinking, cuz He still wants me to do many things for His glory.
One scary thought: When the airplane took off (FYI- I missed my 1st flight to surabaya karena ketiduran), I made this conversation with God: "God, what if this minute the airplane fall down and I say goodbye to everyone for good. Maybe all I need is heaven?" Then I closed my eyes, and these many flashback are flashing in front of me... All those things that I considered as my troubles, my sorrows, my doubts, my fears... Then all the warm smiles, thoughtful acts, simple acceptance that I received in returns... What a wonderful life I've got! So little time, so little act to return all those kindness and blessings. What a selfish me! I had been born this way, raised this way, but nobody taught me all those self-destructive characters. I did it to myself. And I wanna change. I opened my eyes, still quietly listened to "Still" from my MP3 player, and smiled. God didn't accept my selfish wishful thinking, cuz He still wants me to do many things for His glory.
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Pagi 10 des seharusnya dpt flight jam 6.50. Aku udah rencana tidur earlier malam sebelumnya sih... trus pass midnite kebangun ama sms. Sigh, I dont wanna fight. Sms berlanjut sampe jam 3 am lebih. Aku ngantuk beratz tapi ga berani tidur. Eh, siapa sangka aku ketiduran dalam posisi ajaib! Bangun2 udah jam 5.15... lari menuju terminal *krn jalan sepiii berat n ga ada taxi* trus naek bus pertama ke airport. Sampe Soekarno-Hatta...telat 10 menit T T
Akhirnya nyari tiket baru. "Jangan panik ya," kata nyokap. Berburu tiket dari terminal A-C, dan dapet Batavia air jam 8am (harganya sama kayak tiket airasia pp!). Ya sudahlah...
Overall, Batavia smooth flynya, servicenya juga ngga mengecewakan... Tapi makanan& minumannya sucks banget. Rotinya -kalo masih bisa disebut itu- kerasss banget, airnya juga kayak ada obatnya... Well, sorry, setelah terbang dengan 7 maskapai berbeda, saya harus membandingkan dunk... Ayo, jangan turunkan standar! ;)
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