Cuz I'm Easeeeyyy....

mood: happier that yesterday (hell, yeah!)
music: "bad day" (what a coincidence, eh...)
definite action: open a nu account

What can you do to ease your fuck*d up mind?

* go clubbing
* go dancing and singing
* watching movie/ concert
* drinking whatever (for others, it's smoking)
* hangout with crazy fun ppl
* meeting new guys
* shopping to spend lots of money

So I did. Just by one short nite. Got home at 4.30 am and still feel NOT exhausted. Weird, huh? I still didn't want the nite to end. But I successfully got rid of all the stupid useless mind that he made me think that day. I do not need a coward friend, and I have made myself very clear.

I arrived late to practice:( Well, forget about the sickening "weekly argument" (yep, not a single week passed without debating- tanya kenapaa...), in short word: I got stuck in traffic for an hour, but decided to go anyway cuz I just need to talk to this una person.

Got there, late, tired, got cheered... Yet thee runaway. What a friend!

I felt very upset. Well, not that much now... thanx to my dear ol' friend and the guys who took me out to have fun @ eX, KFF, X2... between sushi, sisha, black noodles, ice cream, and liquor... between the flavours, smokes, noises, and lights...

And I said to myself, "I'm young, I'm beautiful, I'm smart and I can still run wild and free". So called me anything, I don't need to care as long as I can own my life and be freed from guilt, rite? No matter how hard you wanna be friends to someone, if he/she doesn't want to...then there's nothin' you can do...

In all you do, stop whining! This is your one and only life, and you should embrace it.