Thursday, July 26, 2007

Mode: Kucing-kucingan...

The person enters the room, I walk out...
I'm the last in the room, the person steps out...
The person is asked to lunch, I stay behind...
I'm joining the crowd for meal, the person keeps a distance...
Leaving from the same place, never leave together...
Going somewhere significant, never go at same time...

As I said, I don't wanna see, I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna feel
(not even sorry)
.
I always mean what I've said. I hope thee can keep thou promise to get away this time... SOON.

What if I'm a Christian, but I cannot forgive 100%? What if the only peace I can get is not to get involve with one particular person at all? This is the second time I erase someone from my memory and consciousness; I had forgiven the first one, but with this second one... I need to have a brainwash to be able to do that. Fly by, fly high... Leave all lies, say no sigh...

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

obviously kamu masih sakit ati ya Shir. Its natural, eventually the pain will go away, but nobody knows when. Just think positive and believe its the best for you. Aku juga lagi ngalamin sakit ati nih tapi dalam konteks lain dari kasusmu. Sekarang lagi trying so hard to recover. Good luck for both of us. Patricia