Weekend Review: Finding Interesting Things

Really blessed this weekend. The MNFA week went well. Thanks God. Ha-a-le-luu-yaaa... *singing* :)


Read all placard testimonies from the congregation. It's encouraging. I feel more commitment is needed. More time management. Well, after being strucked down and felt reallly messy this year, I was confirmed that God intention for my life is beautiful. It is not over yet, and I am still in the making... I haven't see the big picture.

Hmm, I was thinking about one sentence that someone said that day (since I listened to it 3 times, I think I have memorized it by now)... He said he is about to hit the age of 40 and still doesn't have a national recognition. When I heard that, I suddenly remember myself. I remember how I wanted to become a distinguish writer before I hit 17, and publish many books to influence other lives... I had that ambition since I was still in 2nd grade. Since then, I've written many many books... for my personal consumption. Seriously, I wrote every nite and sacrifice my bed time. But all for what? All for self satisfaction. I was so sure that I'm a natural born writer, and I published my first writing on a local newspaper (I was 10). I did wrote for several magazines and newspaper, I did win writing competition, I did get confirmations from a lot of people that I can write... but then I didn't feel whole. I stop writing at one point and got bored.

So, am I a failure? Or am I simply juz off His track? Right now, I'm waiting for God to give me an inspiration... If He can use anything, He can use me.

He did use the person I mentioned above. In (almost) 40 years of his life, I believe God has done tremendous things and made him a blessing. If many people see and consider fame is better than being God's channel, then let them think so. Those praises would only last on earth, while serving God is a form of gratitude and would last 'till we meet God. So, I would say that MNFA has grown -up 'till now- cuz of his ministry, and I don't see anybody who could have done it better. He has written so many good music/lyrics, and they are still being sang in LG, saved in ipod, etc... I think it's an achievement.

I'm glad I have a chance. In my rebellion, God hold me still and didn't let go. In my failures, God saw me as a champ. In my shortcoming, God created the best in me. In my ignorance, God waited on me and has loved me unconditionally. In my future, I know all I need is His guidance and I will be just fine :)

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I played with two cuuteeee puppies yesterday. Koko and Honey, hihihi, as cute as their lill' owner, Lisa. Hope to see you all again...