Muevete..

Entertainment X'nter Plaza Indonesia is always crowded during weekend. Today was not an exception. We were walking to the theatre to catch Ip Man 2, when suddenly my friend noticed a song was being sung. "Hey, that's weird, why are they playing wedding song?" I heard the lyrics and suddenly remembered you.

Untill the very end, you were still convinced that it was our song. I usually just smiled, although I had my own version of our song. Lols.

When my phone was gone, that song went along with it. Then I never saved it on N95. The phone is starting to have troubles now, and the battery is getting weaker and weaker. Yet, I still wanna keep it; even with the leather skin that everyone keeps telling me to get rid of (cuz it's so ugly now). But I still wanna hold on to it, eventhough probably you're not using the same one anymore. This phone is my memory of you. No Blackberry or iPhone could replace it (well, maybe an Android could... Hihi).

You left a message few days ago. I was in church, cheapoh. It was the ascension day. Still remember how you used to wait on me every Friday, cuz you know how I like singing. Even though you refused to go inside, but on one Christmas eve you finally came and watched me sang accapella. You wore a maroon shirt and sit at a corner. I was so happy.

I didn't reply your message the other day... I could have left an offline message, but the truth is I dunno what to say na. Did you get the job? Are you healthy? Are you happy? Have you quit "evil pan"? It was too superficial to be spoken.

But know this: I think of you and pray for you. There's nothing in the world I want more than seeing you happy where you are now.

And I am here, the same "Crusader", the same Jesus freak that you knew before. And I am not gonna change for anyone. I am who God had made me to be.

Maybe someday we'll meet again na. When we do, please give a big warm hug for meh. Ok tenku! :)

fiction.

It's almost 3 am, but I'm still wide awake.