Believe it or not...
Last nite when I was reading NIV I had this huge plug in my head... about unimportant stuff that somehow bother me that much... I pray, and started to open it up... and strangely it was opened right in a page that I felt really spoken and answered me. It was 1 Corinthians 7: 1-40.
The passages that hit me:
32I would like you to be free from concern. An unmarried man is concerned about the Lord's affairs—how he can please the Lord. 33But a married man is concerned about the affairs of this world—how he can please his wife— 34and his interests are divided...Haduuuuhh, mo nangis deh... Don't wanna take that as an answer, but I think it is the answer. Hahaha, stubborn me:p
35I am saying this for your own good, not to restrict you, but that you may live in a right way in undivided devotion to the Lord.
Kemarin, aaarrghh... I wanna scream, I wanna headbang to a wall, so damn awkward:( and ended up by explaining thing thru sms. Such a silly me... And tomorrow will still meet each other again *sigh* I hope I can act better, wiser, sober (alias warass...)
Anyways, baca deh 1 Korintus 7, mungkin bakal bicara ke kamu juga...
PS. Bener-bener lagi di tested en butuh banyak introspeksi diri nih... Sikap cuek, apathis, ignorant, egois-ku bisa nyakitin orang even tanpa aku sadarin langsung. Untung kalo seadainya orang itu langsung negur en be friends again, kalo ngga pasti langsung menjauh khan... :(
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