He is my first love. Last Friday, as I waited my family @ the airport, suddenly I picked up my phone and texted him. My message was simple: "Congrats on your wedding. God bless ur marriage and ur family, bro." As he replied me back, I felt... It was really something! He said he remember me very much and thanked me; he wanted me to come to his wedding (as he thought I was coming home for my brother's wedding). Well, I really would if I could, but I wasn't going home. I thank him for everything (mengingat-ingat segala kelucuan, kepolosan, dan kekonyolan waktu itu). Hmm, he is a doctor now (I remember how he used to tell me that he wanted to become a pediatrician; that was when he was still in junior high!). I am reeaally glad that he'd achieved his dream, and marry the right woman. The woman was his first and only girl friend. Ngga pernah ada yang lain. Setidaknya, konsep kami tentang love memang sama ya:) About why we never ended up together, well, let just say I've regreted it for 6 years and I have moved on ever since. Tapi sampe detik ini, aku tetap bangga dulu pernah punya perasaan sedalam itu sama orang seperti dia. He deserves the best, and nothing less. Not that he's perfect (nobody is!), but simply cuz he has a good sincere heart of a true Christian.
Cari pendamping emang ngga penting cakep, tajir, or romantis gombal kok... Yang penting tuh nyambung (baca: s-m-a-r-t), and punya komitmen dalam Tuhan. But besides the fact, emang he's all that juga sih... hahaha... Dulu bahkan aku selalu nganggep dia way cuter than Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt -lol- Hoho, segitunya yaa... Well, I'm truly happy for you, bro.
So I spent the weekend with my family at last. My mum and grandma were like soo happy, cuz it is so rare that all of us can gather and stay under one roof. My parents are in good shape, my sis has gained weight, my bro-in-law is still jahil as always, my brother is having good business, and everyone's telling me about his new girl friend (NEW?!! They've been together for like 6 months! And I never know!). My brother smiled and said, "Well, u never ask..." Hahaha, bener juga sih... But I want to meet her... jadi next week pas aku pulang ke Surabaya, dia bakal undang pacar seriusnya itu dinner bareng lagi. Airport Surabaya (yang katanya baru, jauh, dan kacau itu), tunggu aku yee!
Cari pendamping emang ngga penting cakep, tajir, or romantis gombal kok... Yang penting tuh nyambung (baca: s-m-a-r-t), and punya komitmen dalam Tuhan. But besides the fact, emang he's all that juga sih... hahaha... Dulu bahkan aku selalu nganggep dia way cuter than Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt -lol- Hoho, segitunya yaa... Well, I'm truly happy for you, bro.
So I spent the weekend with my family at last. My mum and grandma were like soo happy, cuz it is so rare that all of us can gather and stay under one roof. My parents are in good shape, my sis has gained weight, my bro-in-law is still jahil as always, my brother is having good business, and everyone's telling me about his new girl friend (NEW?!! They've been together for like 6 months! And I never know!). My brother smiled and said, "Well, u never ask..." Hahaha, bener juga sih... But I want to meet her... jadi next week pas aku pulang ke Surabaya, dia bakal undang pacar seriusnya itu dinner bareng lagi. Airport Surabaya (yang katanya baru, jauh, dan kacau itu), tunggu aku yee!
It was nice. It was very simple and nice. Everything's sweet. But did the hollow stay? Yes.
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