Premonition

BREAKING NEWS: Congratulation to VANIE, I'm happy for the future "third person" in da house... Dijaga baek2 ya, Van ^^

If you see me lately, you'll notice that I'm not naturally a happy person. Did you catch that impression on me, friends?

Being happy is a state of mind. Again, someone in this blog says that it's my choice to see great things in life and not focusing on my personal issue... True... But I also realize that I only live once, and this world is juz a temporary place I use to hang around before going home to my real home. I trully believe that.

The thing is, the more I realize that... the more I come to my senses that I must embrace this short term life, and find out what God wants me to do now. Rick Warren was juz reminding all of us Christian of that point.

Now I'm working more than 50 hours a week, hardly rest at nite, eat whatever and whenever I like, do things carelessly, and many times doing stupid mistakes. What do you call that?

Life isn't living untill you face challenges, deal with hardships, learn from mistakes, and involve with people. You just have to walk in faith. Laugh hard, cry out loud, sing a lot. Three things I never forget to do.

But this week, as I counted, I did laugh the least. My eyes often got "blurred", and I was constantly sleeping in a wrong position. How to fix this unhealthy habit ya?

My mommy loves me. My daddy understands me. My brother and sister cares for me. I thank God for them everyday, but I'm juz a solitaire soul. A solitaire that afraid of being alone... Weird, huh?

So, pls God... gives me a pre-mo-ni-tion.