That's the preliminary title of book I am currently trying to finish. So far I only reached 2,000 words (and the goal is 50,000 during the month of November!). So, that means I still have 13 days before the month comes to an end, and I need to write 3692 words/ day. Hohoho. I used to be able to write about 40 pages a day, but that was before I have a lot of things in my mind.
Why do we have to think about so much things ya? I wish I can be careless sometimes. At times, ignorance is a bliss, indeed. When you focus nothing but yourself, and trying to give the best to yourself, you will end up reap a whole lot more. Right now, I'm focusing on the existence. Not the existence of me, but the existence of everything around me. I'm holding on to everything I have right now and insist to carry them all to the future.
But I do know I want a different future. The question is, will I ever get it? Some people are lucky enough to have everything they want, but I myself have invented a pessimistic me. Me who always stare at the past, and measure things according to their heights. A half-empty glass. If you see things as possibility, then they will be. If not, then that's it. But then again, I am a solo soul.
I don't know what a solo soul needs. Do you?
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