Ok, apparently I haven't made peace with my body. I was feeling nauseous yesterday, plus crampy (thanks to my period). The sickness didn't go away today, but it's added with headache :( Hiks.
At this time, suddenly I feel lonely. Feel like a dust in a wind, which won't matter if it is blown away and disappear for good. Not a single soul will miss it.
This is what I called consequence. It is my choice to live alone for years, away from core family. I do like it, but I realize over the years I have changed. I've become detached and individualist.
I don't like to be lonely. Especially when I'm not feeling well like now. At this time, I just want someone take care of me; you know, like serving hot home-cooked meal, wrapping blanket around me, and just being there for me. Lols. The truth is, tonight I am forcing myself to go to the bathroom, eating medicine on my own, turning off the light and wishing that tomorrow everything would be back to normal. I really wish so.
Tonight, I miss not being single.
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